Sometimes even good doesn't feel good. And you are so far down the sad face line, that you just have to see the day out, and hope the next one is better.
Sometimes this is not a day thing though. And sometimes you feel like it will never get better.
If so... I've one piece of practical advice, and a verse that speaks truth while also giving great advice.
First the practical bit. You must avoid words like "never" and "always". Things like - "it'll never get better" or "It'll always suck". You can't possibly know if that is true or not! Things don't stay the same. Circumstances change. Avoid the pit of always. 'Cause it's not true.
And secondly, lean not on your own understanding, but trust that God has it all worked out exactly right. He's way cool on this sort of stuff . . . and you are in good hands. So hang in there dear friend, and know that He will finish what He has started.
Hang in there.